Singapore 1-2 Japan

INDRA SAHDAN scores!!!!!!!! yes..the only singaporean footballer worth watching has done it again..scoring against the japs..oh well...the match was okie...but the singaporean team was well...somehow lacking in spirit, experience, fitness and basically everything required of a professional football team...there was just that 10-15 min spell after indra scored when singapore started playing some good football...at least they managed to keep their shape and passing improved slightly...that's their main problem...passing..can' t pass for nutz...dunno what's wrong with them..is passing that difficult?? oh well...goal 2010..hahahahhahahahahahahhahaha

realised that this blog is turning into my personal football analysis page..not that it matters...no one's reading..i'm talking to myself..haha

i'm such a loser

ARSE 1-1 Man Utd

oh well...man utd's best game this season...kept my heart racing at at least 170 for the whole 90 mins..finally they played the football that they are capable of and never gave up and fought all the way...as usual..ref played a big part in the game...his failure for booking pires and henry for diving..denying giggs of a clear cut penalty when campbell pushed him from behind in the area..oh well..part and parcel..it's the ARSE's year anyway...right now i'm hoping that holland gets knocked out of euro early...as well as england..cos scholes and rvn looks really jaded...rvn esp just lost that cutting edge of his first 2 years at old trafford..had a few chances of scoring but he fluffed them all...what man utd needs now is a physical def. mid to play alongside keane..someone like makelele or xavi of barca...and a proper central def like nesta haha..to complete it all a top striker like..trezeguet or something..well..one can dream right???

sighz..waiting for the adrenaline to wash away before i go to bed..if not will be dreaming of alot of things..in the meantime...i also dunno what i'm going to do yawnzzz..

niteyz

just finished watching survivor...today's just a highlight reel but all the footage can be found on the cbs website so it's nothing new..maybe except for the starting rather funny...from the previews to next week's episodes think they gonna reshuffle the teams..going to be very interesting then..oh well...

i finally give up on my cousin...i can't teach him anymore explained to him the same question 3 times...and all 3 times he made the exact same mistake...and it's the same every single week..i'm fed-up and have gotten enough of it liaoz..

going down nus tml..wonder how's it gonna be like..to be honest i've never actually been to NUS...all i can remember is last time go clubbing my fren will drive down there to pick some people up from their hostels...that's abt it..dun even know what bus or which mrt station to alight..msging nf now to ask him though..

haiz..been 2 weeks since i last played snooker...think gonna be a few more weeks though...yf's bz with exams and projects means i got no kaki..well..almost dun have des called today but because of the tuition session cannot....shld have gone with him and told my cuz to not come...more productive..

yaaawwwwwwnzzzz...okie that's abt it..nothing better to do liaoz...maybe go sleep..

just came off my usual night tv marathon...was watching a show on HBO just now...abt a guy who used to be a pro ice-hockey player who lost his way and passion for the game and as how all similar movies end he finds his passion, wins the most impt game, destroys the bad guy and gets the gal..oh well...that's why it's called a movie. don't people get bored of all these stupid endings? in real life it practically never happens. the person u love or really wanna see at the end of the last game/race/watever will never be there....even if u score the winning goal in the finals it wun change your life and live happily ever after..why do movies always paint the perfect ending to everything? probably that's why i haven't really seen a movie that i can relate to in a long time..maybe that's just because my life is the dumps now...oh well...simply sick of the good guy winning all the time...in real life the good guy NEVER wins...oki oki i know i'm not a "good" guy..i've done so many stupid/inconsiderate/irresposible things in my life but that's besides the point....

the real point is...hopefully when i get into uni...i'll be able to change the way i'm leaving my life now...i have to change it...this is not the way one shld be living....can't take it anymore being so closed off the rest of the world...time to change my attitude and be more socialable sick and tired of what's happening now....

tml's friday, or shld i say it's friday...means my cousin's coming for tuition in the afternoon...wonder what bombshell he's going to drop on me this time...6 weeks and no improvement i have no idea how to help him now sick of all the excuses sick of the attitude sick of saying the same things week in...week out...i haven't even gotten out of algebra!!!!!!! any help i can get i'll take it..

arrrggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

extreme boredom..
haven't updated for a long time the last update i got too upset by the last minute goal that i simply dun wanna look at my blog...oh well...i'm just blabbering here dunno why i'm typing all these too oh well...

just realised it's somewhere mid-summer(?) now...dunno when will my fave book be out...gotta ask my auntie if it's coming out already not..btw it's the Left Behind series and it's the last book now...but the main characters have all died so sad..for those uninitiated the Left Behind series is written by Tim LeHaye and Jerry Jenkins about the second-coming of Christ, the tribulation years, stuff like that...been following it for a number of years now...7-8 years i think..it comes out once a year and the last book is the 12th book.... oh and i am going to name my daughter in future after a character in the book and it'll be Chloe...dun remember if i said that in these blogs before but oh well...

earrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!
i'm soooooo bored..everyday seems extra pointless these days i don't know why..it's even worse that last year maybe i should go look for my old textbooks and read through them...get prep-ed up for the coming sch semester...hopefully i have a place in uni in the first place...sighz...

okie...i'll end here...ciaoz

Halftime - Man Utd 1-0 Porto
good goal by scholesy but he shld have gotten 2...robbed of one by the linesman...still a rivetting second-half to come..porto starting to come back....but they are just a bunch of divers bloody idiots...even if Man Utd lose this one..it's because they lost to a bunch of cheaters..but then again..cheaters dun prosper...

btw heart is racing now...pumped full of adrenaline..the last time i felt this was well....don't wanna say here... ;P

next update when the match ends...

sighz..
waiting for the match later on at 3.30am...it's do-or-die for man utd...was comtemplating sleeping first then waking up later, so was "warming up" for bed by watching tv and the repeat of the race was on...succeeded in making me doze off but as soon as i got back to my room..my eyes are bigger than goldfishes'...that's the reason why i'm blogging now sighz...read through some of my frens' blogs...and realise that a day in my life is so boring...i gotta find some more interesting things to do...must break the monotony...everyday it's wake up at 8...runescape/cm/diablo till 10..breakfast and tv till 11..re-runs of yesterday's serials till 2...then cosby till 3...after that either more runescape/cm/diablo or unless there's something nice on hbo..that till 6.30 then it's time for becker..7 to 8 is dinner...and beyond 8 is my tv serials again...oh well..a couple of months more and i'll be digging trench in changi...hopefully by the time i come out my place in uni will be confirmed...

taiwan...
my dad's going to taiwan tml...asked me if i wanted to go with him but he's leaving so soon..i didn't really have time to prepare myself so i'm not going...don't really wanna go anyway even though taiwan is a place that i will most definitely visit in the future..just not prepared to travel at this period of time..."fear of flying" i guess..the last two times i left singapore and came back, unpleasant things happened shortly..not that there's any chance of that happening now..but oh well..who cares? i can think of at least one who doesn't...

uni application...
well..tml between 8 and 9 i'll be deciding on what i'll be applying for and by noon my application should be on its way to NUS/NTU...and after that i'll finally finalise my SMU application...hopefully they haven't deleted my initial application..hehz

wow..
this is my longest post since my first introductory post i think...oh..and i think this "headline" format is not happening..haha who cares?!?!?!?!?!? i'm the only one reading this anyway..haha

i'm losing it...

i can't believe this...
called up for GPMG course in July...that's on top of my ICT in May...what they think i am??? 2 ICTs in 2 months..this is rubbish...so much time last year and they dunno how to call me up...this year with all the uni prep and stuff then make me go back so many times..idiots..

rainy dayz....
i love and hate rainy days...love it cause it's so comfy to sleep...hate it cause it's so comfy to sleep too...heard that many places where flooding due to the rain..oh well...good in a way..hasn't rained in a couple of weeks..think it's going to rain for a few more days..oh well...no swimming/cycling/jogging for these few days...better work on my sit-ups then...sighz..i hate sit-ups...i'll have to sacrifice this pauch of mine sighz...

am i still holding on??
i don't know...am i?? wish i knew..or have i actually let go..but don't know about it if i have...why do i still feel so weird? sighz...hate life...

Man Utd 2-1 Fulham

and finally man utd has won....finally they are playing in the same shadow as they did last time...but still...really alot of room for improvement...keane was especially poor today....dunno what's wrong with him...oh well..at least we're still in the FA cup...

New guitar strings..

just bought new guitar strings...$10 for them...they better last longer this time....oh and bought an electronic tuner...because i'm tone deaf...hehz..so i shall be practicing my guitar again....means sleepless nights for my family muahahahaha...i'm not so bad..hehz..

Uni application...

2 more days till decision day....sighz...what shld i study?!?!?!?!?!?!??!

can't stand it...

yesterday i said i was going swimming no matter what...well....that what was...the pool was closed because of Catholic High's swim meet....can't believe it...Cat High again...seems like whatever age I am, CH will always stand in my way....was in Victoria School's Cross-Country team u see....we are old rivals...

A level results...

well my cuz din do too good...but it's not too bad too...i guess shld be able to get into uni...

Serious issue...

well..sadly the mother of our neighbour passed away this afternoon, she's a nice old lady quiet and always smiling whenever we walked passed..condolences to our neighbour and will be praying for them

it's times like these when we take a step back and think about what's really happening in our world. This screwed-up world..why can't everyone just live happily and contentedly?? i think it's how the competitive nature of people that really pollutes the world. the "i have to be better than you" attitude. So what if you are better than someone else? Oh i earned $1 more than you, i'm great...sooo????? it's really the chicken-egg story everywhere...sighz...screwed-up world...

that's all folks...

as u can see...i screwed up the layout of my blog and am too lazy to change it back to how it was...

Swimming..

why is it that when i'm too lazy to go swim, the weather is always great and sunny...and when i decide to go swimming the sky turns grey and there's no sun?? why why why??? tml morning better be sunny because i've layed out my trunks..and i AM GOING SWIMMING NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!

A levels results coming out later...wonder how my cousin got...and wonder how the whole of singapore got...better not be too good!! grrr...

oki that's it..bored liaoz...

air-con's down...couldn't have picked a better time of the year to spoil...been so hot lately...relying on it to not go crazy during the afternoons...oh well..tough...back to army days...good thing the fan's still operational...

A level results coming out soon...also means my chance to apply to NUS will be coming next week...still dun really know which courses i wanna take..sighz...decisions again..why are there so many decisions to make in life?? what's the point?

sucky day...looking forward to swimming tml morning..sighz....what a life...