i can't believe this...
called up for GPMG course in July...that's on top of my ICT in May...what they think i am??? 2 ICTs in 2 months..this is rubbish...so much time last year and they dunno how to call me up...this year with all the uni prep and stuff then make me go back so many times..idiots..

rainy dayz....
i love and hate rainy days...love it cause it's so comfy to sleep...hate it cause it's so comfy to sleep too...heard that many places where flooding due to the rain..oh well...good in a way..hasn't rained in a couple of weeks..think it's going to rain for a few more days..oh well...no swimming/cycling/jogging for these few days...better work on my sit-ups then...sighz..i hate sit-ups...i'll have to sacrifice this pauch of mine sighz...

am i still holding on??
i don't know...am i?? wish i knew..or have i actually let go..but don't know about it if i have...why do i still feel so weird? sighz...hate life...