Acer-to-Apple

Went on a Mac craze, and this is how my desktop looks like now...

Hmmz...don't know how else I can edit it. Anyone has any ideas?

Why??????????

How many times do I have to try to tell you
That I'm sorry for the things I've done
But when I start to try to tell you
That's when you have to tell me
Hey...this kind of trouble's only just begun
I tell myself too many times
Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut
That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words
That keep on falling from your mouth
Falling from your mouth
Falling from your mouth
Tell me...
Why
Why

I may be mad
I may be blind
I may be viciously unkind
But I can still read what you're thinking
And I've heard it said too many times
That you'd be better off
Besides...
Why can't you see this boat is sinking
(This boat is sinking this boat is sinking)
Let's go down to the water's edge
And we can cast away those doubts
Some things are better left unsaid
But they still turn me inside out
Turning inside out turning inside out
Tell me...
Why
Tell me...
Why

This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel?
'Cause I don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
You don't know what I feel

Broken

yeah...broken...

One after another, I can't take it anymore!!!!! earrgghh!!!!

okie okie..RELAX RELAX...

Prince (no I'm not turning gay)

The Most Beautiful Girl in the World

Could u be the most beautiful girl in the world?
It’s plain 2 see u’re the reason that God made a girl
When the day turns into the last day of all time
I can say I hope u are in these arms of mine
And when the night falls before that day I will cry
I will cry tears of joy cuz after u all one can do is die, oh

Could u be the most beautiful girl in the world?
Could u be?
It’s plain 2 see u’re the reason that God made a girl
Oh, yes u are

How can I get through days when I can’t get through hours?
I can try but when I do I see u and I’m devoured, oh yes
Who’d allow, who’d allow a face 2 be soft as a flower? oh
I could bow (bow down) and feel proud in the light of this power
Oh yes, oh

Could u be (could u be) the most beautiful girl in the world?
Could u be?
It’s plain 2 see u’re the reason that God made a girl
Oh, yes u are

And if the stars ever fell one by one from the sky
I know mars could not be, uh, 2 far behind
Cuz baby, this kind of beauty has got no reason 2 ever be shy
Cuz honey, this kind of beauty is the kind that comes from inside

Could u be (could u be) the most beautiful girl in the world?
So beautiful, beautiful
It’s plain 2 see (plain 2 see) u’re the reason that God made a girl

Oh yeah! (oh, yes u are)
Girl (could u be? )
U must be ... oh yeah!
(could u be? )
U’re the reason ... oh yeah
(could) {x3}

Weird dream

had the weirdest dream last night, so decided to blog in down before i forgot about it. well i dreamt that somehow i made it back to pearce for pilot training. my instructor decided to give me a second chance and took me up for a flex sortie. i guess i did well because i was back in the program. so i went home told my parents and family. notified my uni that i'll be stopping my classes, dug out all my airforce attire and went back to squadron. as i moved my things back into the bunks, i saw all my coursemates and seniors and juniors. my coursemates were about to pass out so i moved to join my juniors. however somehow the juniors weren't very happy to see me and somehow i think they thought i was a newbie and were very hostile towards me. All the chores were thrown on me, and they were treating me like a maid. and that's all i could remember

Weird...

In any case, what I wouldn't give to go back to flying. Sighz....

okie..i'm bored..weird quiz

(v) snuck out of the house
(v) gotten lost in your city
(v) seen a shooting star
(v) had a serious surgery
(v) gone out in public in your pajamas
(v) kissed a stranger
(v) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
(v) been arrested
( ) laughed and had water come out of your nose.
(v) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) swore at your parents
(v) been in love
(v) been close to love
(v) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
(v) broken a bone
(v) been high
( ) skinny-dipped
(v) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist
( ) played spin the bottle
(v) gotten stitches
(v) bitten someone
(v) been to Disneyland
( ) gotten the chicken pox
(HELL NO!!) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
(v) been to Japan
(v) ridden in a taxi
( ) shoplifted
(v) been fired (from the RSAF)
(v) had feelings for someone who didn't have them
back
( ) stolen something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(v) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
( can't even drive?) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(v) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(v) Been on a plane (doh!)
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(v) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(v) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(v) Met someone in person from the internet
(v) gone to college
( ) graduated college (SOON!)
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(v) fired a gun
(v) purposely hurt yourself
(v) taken painkillers
(v) miss someone right now

Weekend...Weakend...

I am BURNT.

Yeap, I'm totally burnt. Well it's not very bad but then that's what happens when you spend the WHOLE day and the HOTTEST part of the afternoon in direct sunlight. Why? all because of the Moomba festival. However, I don't really like carnivals because I don't like to throw my money away for soft toys. Had quite a good time though. Well at least hanging out with des and floris makes up for it. Oh and I finally got my black & white bands. Thinking of going to get a few more other colours though. Oh well, need to control a bit of my spending though. Spent way over budget for the weekend.

Anyway, after spending the whole afternoon in the hot sun. We went to meet Dillon and the rest for the fireworks display at 9.30pm. Well, I would have been the best part of the day. It probably is for many people. But fireworks without a loved one, well, the feeling is just not there. Just reminds me that I'm single. All alone. Alone in this pointless world. Depression..Loneliness...Emptiness...Who gives a damn?

Oh well, the first thought, well after the loneliness thoughts, I had was, "What a waste of money.." Second thought, I wanna watch Band of Brothers. hehz...Maybe that's what I'll do

Oh yah...for some pictures taken on that day, go to Des's blog.

Blistered feet ~~

oh well, went down to smith st today, spent a whole lot of money and got 2 blistered feet.

football today was okie, though the blisters meant i couldn't really run or kick the ball properly, not to mention the ingrowns..sighz..why am i plagued with ingrown toenails??? i've tried everything but they still don't work..damm don't know what to do already.

had dinner at boba again after football, it's becoming a tradition. but the waitress might be getting pissed off at 4 smelly men coming every friday for dinner haha...

might not play football next week. see if i can get my blisters to heal by then or see if i can get my ingrowns out.

Onions & Curry

Clarification:

Somehow when I added onions to my thai red curry, all it tasted of was ONIONS!! First time I really tasted spicy onions actually.

Proof that it doesn't go with thai curry:
Shall not post the picture but I went to toilet 10 mins after eating dinner.

Result:
I missed the first 10 minutes of CSI, which is like the most important part?!

P/S
I didn't take any pictures :P

**mental note**

NEVER put onions with curry!!!

Damien Rice - Cannonball

Cannonball

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little piece of your face i haven't kissed
You step a little closer to me
Still i can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words i long to hear
You step a little closer each day
So close that i can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And i don't want to scare her
It's not hard to fall
And i don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

Oops, forgot something

By the way, as you all can see I've updated the skin on my blog. New times, need new look.

And from now on, this blog's URL is http://kuruwa.blogspot.com

Again, new times, new look

Australian Grand Prix

Watched the telecast on channel 10 today. Well, all in all, it was a damn boring race. With all the new rules, besides the engine one, Formula 1 sucks. Cars were going so darn slowly, everyone having to conserve their tyres because they have to make it last the whole race. As a result, there are no longer any pit-stop dramas. Pit-stops are no longer as important as they were in previous seasons. Now it's just a splash and dash, which is utterly boring. Overall, I'm very disappointed with all the changes. They are supposed to be slowing down Ferrari, not destroying the joy of Formula 1. Judging from last season, Ferrari is the team with the best efficiency and reliability. The rules now favours team with reliability. So isn't this just helping Ferrari? Although Ferrari didn't do well this race, it was only down to bad weather and poor timing. Had Michael Schumacher been given a fair chance, or in the same effect, Juan-Pablo Montoya and Kimi Raikkonen, during qualifying, it would have been a totally different story.

Not sure if I'll follow Formula 1 as closely as before, have a feeling I won't be liking what I see anyway.

This sucks.

Post-exercise

oh well, yesterday was the most tiring day I had in Melbourne thus far. had a mixed morning but when the afternoon came, first it was off to melb uni for badminton with dillo and the gang. didn't expend too much energy there but still had a reasonable right-arm workout. after that went to play football with ian and glenn. been a long time since i last wore football boots, the last being the time when i twisted my ankle. was a bit weird putting it on again but then after an explosive start, my boots started disintegrating. the studs started falling off piece by piece. by the end of the game, all i had left was the front studs of my left boots, left-side of the rear studs, and no front studs on my right boots. what's left was a sorry piece of junk. well kinda sad that i had to throw out that pair of boots. it was with me for the better part of 6 years, my longest ever piece of footwear. sighz. what to do, probably time for a change anyway. now i have to decide which pair of boots to buy. i'm definitely sticking with nike but there're so many out there. thinking of getting a Zoom 90 pair, but the cost is a sore eye.

sighz...in 1 week i went from high to low..but i guess it's what i expected anyway.

to blog to blog..

What's there to blog..nothing much..Yawnzz..

Badminton later, football later, dying later. And it's so darn cold.

I don't ask for anymore, can't ask for anymore, won't ask for anymore.

Crap post

Don't really know what to blog today. But since my computer is on, and my books are opened, and management accounting is all that interesting, yet, i hope, sighz... Shall try to think up some crap to post.

"This is the song that doesn't end. Yes it goes on and on, my friend. Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was. And they'll continue singing it forever just because....."

**end of musical interlude**

haiz...Had been pondering what to cook later. Can't make up my mind sighz, anyone have any recipes can you please email them to me. Anything that is not too difficult, not too expensive, and not instant mee.

There's the Melbourne Grand Prix at the end of this week. I vow to go and watch it next year . But then, money is a problem I understand there are $68 free-seating tickets, but I'm hoping for grandstand tickets so that at least can see the Start/Finish line and I'm sure that'll cost a bomb. They'll probably be all snapped up by fan clubs and the likes anyway. Haiz, don't know la....

I'm bored...can you tell?