weight loss..

oh i forgot something in my previous post...I NOW WEIGH 63KG!!! lost about 6kg..hehz..walking works...

term break

alright..i am finally able to bring myself to blog. had been wanting to blog for a while now but just can't find the mood to do so...

Anyhow, it's my term break this week. Before the start of the week, I thought that I would be spending most of my time at home, either studying or CMing. Little did I realise that I would actually have such a good time this week. I had been hanging out with Dillon and his group of friends the whole week. It's quite interesting hanging out with them, hardly a dull moment. watched a movie on monday, played table-tennis as well..tuesday i had to go and do assignment in sch but we went to vict mark in late morning to buy stuff for wednesday's steamboat..met again in the evening for dinner at one of their places..yesterday(wed) went to study at melb uni and then had the steamboat at marianne's place again...it's actually mooncake festival celebration and well...there was alot of food...we ate and ate and ate...actually we didn't manage to eat everything...there were still plenty of vege leftover as well as some mooncake..and a 3kg(was 3.5kg) watermelon left in marianne's fridge..hehz...oh well..at least there's enough to eat...highlight of yesterday however was the lanterns...they decided to go for a walk...with lanterns...so there we were 8 of us..each one carrying a lantern...walking down to the city...in the past i would have just dropped dead from embarrassment...but i decided not to care what others think anymore..it was quite "fun" i dun really know how to describe it..it was er..interesting...hehz..enough abt that...i'm quite tired by the week actually..been sleeping at 4am everyday..and waking up at 7.30am...haiz...dunno how dillon manages it..

oh well...

A turn of the eye and it's thursday...haiz..week's ending soon and that means back to school next week. More importantly it also means i'm one week closer to exams..EEEEAAAARRRGHHHHHHH!!!! die already la.... how how how how how how how how how...so unused to taking exams...so unused to writing non-stop for 3 hours..haiz..so unused to even thinking for 3 hours non-stop..haiz..i realised i haiz alot in this blog...haiz..what to do...sianz ma...haiz...

sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch sch.....damn it

One Man........Four Nipples

i am exhausted...just came back from new south wales...went there with ian, joo seng, glenn and mike...we went there for paintballing...well...as the place is in NSW...we had to leave early in the morning. Mike borrowed his mum's space wagon and we all squeezed inside for the 3 hour drive there...oh...we left at 5.30am...so the night before we all stayed over at ian's and jooseng's place..had quite a fun night playing Call of Duty...well...sort of "warm-up" for today's paintball session...overall paintballing was quite fun...reminisce of BMT times...the coverall supplied was in camouflagde(sp?) colours which makes it even more like BMT times...only difference...not an M16 but an air rifle..before we started the games...we were talking about tactics and stuff..but that's all we really did..talk about tactics..when the whistle blew...we all just ran our own ways..haha there were times we tried the suppressing fire stuff...but thinking of the amount of pellets we are expending...not worth it...so it was almost every man for himself....deciding not to play football the yesterday turned out to be a good idea...as i was huffing and puffing by the end of the first game...kind of shack man...OH...and the reason for the title...i got shot no less than 8 times...i have 3 bruises on my arms...my right index finger is swollen..i have a bruise just next to my right knee cap...one and i got shot twice in the chest....thus the 2 extra "nipples"..sighz..those came as a result of an overly gung-ho rambo charge down the middle of the field..well main aim was to draw fire so that my team mates can charge up the sides...unfortunately 3 enemies opened fire at me in short range and that's where i received the 2 bruises in my chest and the swelling in my finger...dumb move...paid dearly...pain pain pain...hmmz..if any one asks...those are love bites....

the biggest drawback of the day was....it's so DARN EXPENSIVE!! $19 for 100 rounds...and 100 rounds disappears in like 10 mins? there was a fortress mission and the 200 rounds i loaded in disappeared during that short period...sighz...OH...that was were i got a head shot...but we had 2 lives...but the second shot caught me on the groin....THANKFULLY the coverall was slightly oversized..and it hit the extra material...phew...if not...no more fathers' day for me...and that's badddddd....

oh well...it was a tiring but fun end to a boring week...oh yah..got back my econs test...well...they released the grades online..so didn't see my paper..anyhow...got 26/30...but rather disappointed...i expected at least 2 more marks...oh well...that's why we always pay for being over-confident...must be more careful next time...i'm not as smart as i think...

nothing else to say...so nitez...

erm...

i had things to blog.....but i can't remember...erm...yah...eh...hmmz...

oh going to get back my law exam and accounting assignment tml...i hope...think going to fail them...haiz...oh well..econs will be coming back by the end of the week via email...haiz..sianz..

5 weeks to exams...tick tock tick tock tick tock...

oh yah...changed my departure date to the 6th of Nov...so my exams end on the 4th...have the 5th to pack...and 6th i'm going back to sunny singapore...it's getting hotter here if i'm not wrong highest temp tml is 26 degrees...going to wear berms to class tml..hopefully the air-conditioning wun be too cold...hehz..i guess now the headache comes...dunno what to wear...wear too much...hot like hell...wear too little and it'll be damn cold...decisions decisions...walk ard naked ba...hahahaha

oh apparently hay fever is starting to affect many people...there were endless sneezing and coughing in the lectures...and on my way home saw this guy...middle-aged across the street at a tramstop and he was bent over the railing coughing his lungs out...so scary...hopefully i wun get it...dun think i'll get it la...dunno what causes hay fever too...oh well...who cares...

OH!! just remembered something...apparently due to the cock-up last week where we missed an econs lecture...sveta(course coordinator) informed us that topic 11(Phillip's Curve) won't be covered and so won't be assessed during the exams...oh well..that's good..cos i hated that part in JC...can't remember anything about it even...maybe we didn't cover it back then...hmmz...dunno...lost...oh well..exams are coming......aaaarrrrgggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!! why am i not stressed??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

hmmz..turned out to be quite a long post...not bad for not knowing what to type...though all of it is crap..muahaha

Nothing

nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..nothing i can do..nothing i should do..nothing i have to do..totally none of my business..

thursday....D-day...

alright it's thursday...supposed to be a happy day...in a way it was..but my day just turned for the worse..

morning was okie...went to class and that's abt it...went to change my flight details..new departure date 30 Nov 2004..on the way there walked past a street performer..he was ordinary enough with a guitar and a hat...but he had a dog with him as well...then he started singing "How much is that doggy in the window" and the amazing thing was...the dog went "woof woof" was so damn cute..especially when that dog wasn't a real doggy which might imply a tiny cute puppy...this was a full-grown alsatian..everyone around was quite amazed..i was too..

then came that faithful tute...saw her..but today somehow the feeling was different...oh well..not important..learnt some interesting stuff in the computing workshop...guess i should start on my excel assignment...

end of day...met glenn and shuting and we walked down to ian's place for bible study..on the way glenn told me exam timetables were out...just checked them and well...first paper 25th Oct, last paper 4TH NOV!!!!!!!!!! DDAMNNN ITTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO FOR 1 WHOLE MONTH?!?!!?!?!!?!?!??! AND I PAID $25 TO CHANGE MY STUPID FLIGHT DETAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sighz...guess i just have to go down and change my departure earlier...haizzzzzz sianzzzz

aniwaez more importantly..i have 5 weeks to my first paper which is the paper i dread most...commercial law on the 25th of Oct...2hr 15 mins open book paper...may be open book, but if the mid-sem exam was anything to go by..i won't have enough time to finish it..next up will be my accounting paper on the 28th(Happy Birthday, jie!!) which also a 2hr 15mins paper..not as worried..but still dreadful..then on the next day will be my econs paper, 2 hrs 15mins as well..but my most confident paper..lastly the subject that i UTTER DETEST...biz computing...THREE HOURS AND 15 MINS LONG!!!!! WHAT THE HELL ARE THEY GOING TO TEST ON FOR 3 STUPID HOURS?!?!?! *mental note...just one sem..just one module...all will be over soon...MUG THRU!!!!!!!

sighz...........bad end to an otherwise reasonable day

law

i think i like law again...hehz...got back well..half of the paper as Melissa(my tutor) hasn't finished marking question 2 yet..apparently she managed to figure out what i'm trying to say...which is a feat..as i myself don't know what i was trying to say oh well...that she didn't fail me was a miracle in itself but oh well..i'll take any mark she gives me...what mark did she give me? 8 and a quarter out of 10...why a quarter...i don't know...i'll just take it...but i think when she reads my negligence question...she'll be thinking of changing the mark she gave me in the first question..hehz..

anyway from the high that is the law tute...i went into room 108.06.019...that fateful room...but in it stood my accounting tutor...heaven turned into hell...she started out with a joke which i think the only person who knew what was going on was well...herself...i had a feeling she confused herself too...oh well....who gives a damn...

all in all...i hate tuesdays...2 law lessons...1 confusing accounting tute..and a painful 1 hr trying to not fall asleep in the computing lecture...sighz..........days of our lives...(why i said that..i don't know...don't try and comprehend me today..)

BBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(2 more days to Thursday....hehz..**bigger sheepish smilez**)

darn econs..

stupid lecturer din come today...idiot..wasted my time and money..why can't they refund back the lectures that they cancelled for no apparent reason at all? sat there like an idiot for more than half an hour till the security guard came to tell us that no one's coming...talking abt the security guard..apparently he's been tasked to keep a vigil out for.......students bringing coffee into the lecture theatre(!?) WHY IS COFFEE BANNED FROM LECTURES?! he said the order came from the uni and it's to prevent students from dirtying the place...load of crap..have the sch admin ever came down to attend one of their lectures?! nothing short of caffeine injections would help the students stay awake through their bloody boring lectures...irritating...

alot of rage....grrr...

can't wait for thursday...hehz...*shEepISh sMIleZ*

time to blog

haiz..i guess it's time to blog...been stardeeing all week for my econs test today..damn sianz..esp when i finished the 1hr paper in 15 mins..okie..i might be just that little bit over-confident which is why i was a bit apprehensive before and after the paper..oh well..it's handed in..nothing i can do about it...bygones...

got back my computing assignment on thursday..oh well..it was erm...acceptable...managed to get what i attempted for which is just a distinction grade so..okie..now need to start thinking about the next assignment..haiz..new thing to hate...i hate EXCEL!!!!!

BUT the impt thing about thursday was...hehz....saw the most chio gal in aussie..okie..maybe not most chio..but oh well..haiz..er..la la la la...i can't think properly now..argh...hehz...i love thursdays...

stupid lecture today

can't stand that stupid guest lecturer today during econs lecture...he lectured for a whole 2 and a half hours, and didn't give any breaks in between...and he was wondering why there were people falling asleep and others walking out to go toilet or just to leave altogether...i thought there were some studies shown that a typical student's attention span is 45mins, beyond that they don't really retain much. which is why usually there's a break every 45mins-1hr..i thought every lecturer knows this? idiot...fortunately it's only econs so it's just a refresher..idiot..

nothing else much to say...have been saying and thinking too much lately anyway...

FLINDERS ST ALL STOPS EXCEPT FLAGSTAFF ERM..

had a rotten weekend..nothing much to say there..had a rotten week in fact so many things gone wrong..so many things done wrong...from now..will try to correct them..start doing right again..stand up again..no point feeling down for something that's not worth it..no one can help you unless you help yourself..how true..how true...

it is never too late to right wrongs, stop pain, and get one's life back in order..abt time that happens..

aniwaez went for ian's bday party today..it was held at a restaurant called Sophia's..food is quite good..though ian was complaining he ordered the wrong dishes..but if those were the bad dishes..i shudder to think how the good ones will taste like..however service wasn't very good..mainly because they were terribly understaffed for such a big place..there was one cute waitress though..however her command of english isn't very good...and most of the time she looked very flustered always running ard...looking very lost..poor gal...

DAMN! i realised that my standards have dropped after coming here..better raise back to my previous standards..

i had many things i wanted to blog abt actually...but i've forgotten all of them...oh well..stop here liao..time to go and dream dream dream...nitez

on request by vanessa, her dog poopy

yeap..not alone..

"You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson"

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone

Why, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

very bored

sighz..i'm damn bored..

finally the assignments are over, the bloody law test is over, next up macro econs..i think i've talked about this in a previous blog but oh well...

met siang siew this afternoon, she's here for holidays and has been here for 2 weeks..was nice meeting her, been about a year since i last saw her so it's nice to catch up with her...apparently in the two weeks she's been here...she has visited more places in melbourne than i had in 2+ months oh well..i guess the difference is she's here on holiday while i'm here for studies..after today, i dunno when will be the next time i meet up with her again...oh well..

low morale as usual..sighz......i'm soooooooooo booorrredddddd

just watched Save The Last Dance...Julia Stiles...i had always liked Julia Stiles, although she's not the super chio kind, but she just have a very unique and attractive look..amazingly..this is actually the first show that she acted in a starring role that i've watched..oh well..enuff abt that...