doh!

i guess this is another what can i do - i can do nothing post.

since i can't do anything...i wait...the answer will come eventually...

i'll wait..

isn't it weird sometimes when people sometimes dun see what they have right in front of them? why is it that sometimes people don't see that things aren't as bad as they seem and that there's always an outlet? why is it that people who knows where the outlet is but yet don't choose it? why is that people feel that they are alone when they are not, they know that they are not alone, but rather choose to stay "alone" when they have someone so close by - literally physically close by?

i don't know, i'll probably never know..can someone please tell me the answer to that?

in the mean time, nothing i can do, exams in 8 days, not very prepared

tml dying u know??

***update***
came across this..feel a bit gay posting this..but heck..

Touched by all that love is
I draw closer towards you
Saddened by all that love is
I run away from you

Surprised by all that love is
I remain alert in stillness
Hurt by all that love is
I yearn for tenderness

Defeated by all that love is
At the truthful mouth of the night
Forsaken by all that love is
I grow towards you.

I love you without knowing how, when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride,
I love you this way because I don't know any other way.

But this, in which there is no I or you,
So intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
So intimate that when I fall asleep, it is your eyes that close...